Letters to a Soulmate

This feeling in the bottom of my stomach

What if you don’t feel the same way? What if our talk tonight ends with an ending, instead of the beginning that I’m hoping for. What if, what if, what if.

I met you two weeks after my eighteenth birthday

I can’t lose you now

It’s Mardi Gras, if you were around I’d be covering you in loving, drunken kisses tonight.

I’ve thought that I found you a few times, I always turned out to be wrong.

I sure hope that the next you is the real you.

I know I’m not the prettiest girl in the whole world.

I just want to be the prettiest girl in your world. 

I’m very affectionate, I hope you can handle it.

I guess I’m ok with the fact that you won’t be around for Valentine’s Day tomorrow.

Because hopefully we’ll have 50+ to spend together in the future. 

Don’t be afraid to show me that you love me.

No matter who’s around. 

I hope you love as deeply and passionately as I do.